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Ever since i layed eyes on you you have had my heart completely theres no doubt about it . your liddo kicks in the middle of the night your little tantrums whenever i say NO or your liddo puppy face when ever i correct you and yell at you , your more then just my son without you even noticing you have taught me what life is all about you taught me to love someone unconditionally a Lot of people told me i wasnt ready to have you i new i wasnt either i was far to young but feeling your first movements inside of me made me feel as if i already knew you i fought for you till the day you was born everyone was agains it but i didnt care what anyone had to say you was a liddo part of me already that was growin day by day inside of me , how much i love you its totally unexplanable your little foot steps or little knocks at my door " taiii " all that i miss it every weekend your gone , i know i have to share you with you father but everyday it gets tougher and tougher on me my parents think i dont miss you because i dont put up a fight when you leave but i do pupu i miss you more than anyone might expect the days are passin by and your gettin older soon you wont be my liddo boy anymore youll be able to decide on your own &` soon you wont need me anymore yeah your only about to be 2 but you grew so quickk your so smart for a 1 yr old and so outgoingg , i knew that the fight i had to put agains everyone before you was even here wouldve payed off and it did your my heart &` soul without you i would be lost in this dirty ass world your my motivation in everything i do and because and for you is why i do all the things i do cuz i dont need you to need anything in the futre i want you to have it ALL just like i did . I LOVE YOU PUPU <3

You always make my day .

no matter how mad i am at you it wont ever matter enough not to smile whenever your around nor can it be enough for you not to make my day by just seeing you ♥

so what happends from here ?

i hate this !

I really like you but your such a whore , i neve thought ill let another come this close to me but you did you found your away around and got there , it hurts me so much to push you away like i did but i cant go over my word . . . it was just a few minutes ago that i decided to leave you alone because of all the gossip &` i feel as you do also i miss you a whole lot already too : ( as i hear the song on my blog replay over and over again your all that comes to my mind and i just dont know why !

QUESTION is where would i be without you , your more than my bestfriend more like my backbone the only person i need an approve on wether i shud or shudnt do something . . . your the sister my pretty momma never gave me LOL .

Saturday night equals to " yea i wish had a bestfriend like her " thats all you heard : )

Jersey Bound .

So my sunday started off like everyother regular sunday me tired exhausted with the only hangover from the day before , ( BTW iv ebeen getting drunk every weekend for the past month of october and september smh i need to let my liver breath =x ) anyways so yeah , my awesome friend aiden that has been lost for years resusitated and called me and invited me to go to bowling with a few others and ofcours i dragged my bestfriend along like always ! we went to a bowling thing down by Teaneck New Jersey it was awesome and so muchh funn def would love to go back : ) . . . it was a fun game although jason , and aidens clown ass made my team loose the game besides that it was a ver nice day to a sunday that started off kinda boring . . . so i have a thing for mexican tacos yum &` like the awesome friend he is he took us down to a mexican place in carajo land new jersey yeah guys we got lost on the highway thanks to blackberry gps we found the place it was worth the drive not to mention the whole ride carla , jeanie , louis were braging about how they won . . . TACOS WERE DELICIOUS , Bowling was AWESOME . . .you know you had a good time when there arent any pictures being taken , a day to catch up with you long lost friend 3.95 per gallon gas a whole bunch of memories to look back on priceless <33

what is it with people &` not having their own styles , like hello ?!? be ORIGINAL ; jesus like really is it that HARD ?