Sunday, October 18, 2009


Ever since i layed eyes on you you have had my heart completely theres no doubt about it . your liddo kicks in the middle of the night your little tantrums whenever i say NO or your liddo puppy face when ever i correct you and yell at you , your more then just my son without you even noticing you have taught me what life is all about you taught me to love someone unconditionally a Lot of people told me i wasnt ready to have you i new i wasnt either i was far to young but feeling your first movements inside of me made me feel as if i already knew you i fought for you till the day you was born everyone was agains it but i didnt care what anyone had to say you was a liddo part of me already that was growin day by day inside of me , how much i love you its totally unexplanable your little foot steps or little knocks at my door " taiii " all that i miss it every weekend your gone , i know i have to share you with you father but everyday it gets tougher and tougher on me my parents think i dont miss you because i dont put up a fight when you leave but i do pupu i miss you more than anyone might expect the days are passin by and your gettin older soon you wont be my liddo boy anymore youll be able to decide on your own &` soon you wont need me anymore yeah your only about to be 2 but you grew so quickk your so smart for a 1 yr old and so outgoingg , i knew that the fight i had to put agains everyone before you was even here wouldve payed off and it did your my heart &` soul without you i would be lost in this dirty ass world your my motivation in everything i do and because and for you is why i do all the things i do cuz i dont need you to need anything in the futre i want you to have it ALL just like i did . I LOVE YOU PUPU <3

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