Drunken words .

Yesterday at 3:00 am i recieved your phone call , you was asking me questions youve never asked before . . . i stood in awe because youve never been that open with me i found it as a joke and laughed it off and kept joking around with you , BUT you told me something that i made me walk away from where i was at and ask you over and over again if thats what you really meant , i asked you if you was drunk and replied yes &` like they say drunken words are sobber thoughts , you told me you wanted to see me and wouldve went to where i was at althought it hurted a little i had to brush you off because i knew it wasnt right , you told me you know about who and why is the reason why im like that with you now &` your exact words were "i wont lie to you it bothers me , it bothers me alot " at a point in time you had me liking you but you did some grimey shit and made my whole way of seeing you totally different to the point where i sat there and talked to you as if you were my friend you didnt think it was bothering me at the time but its was , now all im left with is the few moments i shared with you . . . i left you alone but your latenight random calls make me atleast have you as a friend im not a bitch &` im not a fuked up person and live up to my words i did tell you i would be here for anything and everything youll ever need but ONLY as a FRIEND , your feelings have grown for me i can tell but now your in that cycle alone , you told me to just choose who makes me happy and youll be fine that youll have no problem but in every word u say after repeating that you contradict yourself . . . i can only see you as the FRIEND you once made me feel towards you , Someone else occupies my feelings now and im not gonna lie to you he has them tied up WELL &` although he has me a bit confused i wont let myself ever catch feelings for you AGAIN the timing is just WRONG !